Its a whole new damn world

I am not busy from school and studying or whatsoever that is holding me back from blogging. I am just lazy. Simple as that. Okay maybe am busy due to piles of bloody homeworks and essays and assignments. Why this year alot of presentations going on lah?! I hate having to just stand infront of so many ppl and thats when those butterflies start swarming around :/ Sometimes i just wish i can be just as spontaneous as Jude does. Hope he doesn't read this *praysonknees*

So it's 2011.

Yup it is. I felt like alot has changed but come to think of it, not much did. I'm still the same old noisy self proclaimed sarcasm and all that girl, (yeah but not literally all THAT). Lil sis is finally a freshman in high school yet she was the only who got accepted in the art school. Somewhat one of the best school in the city which i never heard of before (EVER) in my life. Why does it have to be oh so famous after bloody 7 years when i'm literally dying in form6. Though being the seniorest of all seniors can be fun XD bullying the young ones and all, but still it's tough when i just can't do things i like. Oh no i'm not gonna crap everythin about how school is living the hell outta me. I will accept it and move on.

Aaaaanyway, found out my uncle is getting married. FINALLY. He's been single ever since i was born, and he dated few times and now he's getting married i'm gonna be an aunt!! :D So yah, he's the only uncle whom i think resembles alot of my dad. And reminds me of me and my lil sis, about how close we are and can crap whatever we can just say. Seeing that there's at least one sibling whom is close to my dad is just great. Long story.

Next good news, i dunno. I think i screwed up my form6 life. Yes i'm gonna start whining and moaning about how much i screwed up my life. Not literally but yeah. It's just.. sometimes being the nice one (i'm not saying myself nice lah) is just difficult. And that when you have to be the bad one because you really had no choice, guilt just come splash on you. So basically i did something which made me feel so guilty today and i can't do anything much about it, except explaining a whole load to my friends. But they would understand. And i'm so lazy to wanna explain more about it since i've had moaned to dad earlier. So yada yada end of my complaint.

So.. i'm just gonna stop for now. I'm still reading Dear John for heaven's sake -.- Since like forever. But i have to say, it's a really good book. At first i was dying to finish it cuz the the first few chapters were damn draggy but now that i'm almost to the end of the story, i don't want it to end T.T sadly, its just one of those stories where one just can't be with someone whom he love. It's just devastating. Reading and getting goosebumps at the same time -.-

Hmm for now, i still can't get enough of that ego brat. Why he stay so farrrrrrrrr.