Self kepo

I find that i tend to talk bout myself wadderfuuuuuu. How boring. Ok bai.

Fox rain no?

Oh i definitely have to remember this day! Ain't that of a big deal. I never thought it'd happen but i knew it'd still, yet it happened! I am gooooood :D Or it's just my luck hmm.

So the thing is, dad finally let me drive by myself already.

Drive by myself.

Drive by myself.

MYSELF.

hehehehehehehhehehehh :D

I am a happy kid now :D Eh, i mean a happier kid! It's about time i'm able to be driving alone, and yes just when dad finally let me drive, and i have the passion to drive anywhere, anyhow, the car just had to exceed the service period. Whatever is it called. Now i have to wait till the car gets serviced. Oh great. For the time being, i shall stay home cook rice and do shit. Yeahhhh doing shit now alright.

Still trying to finish my work, bah so much to do so little time. Let's just say.. I asked for it. Yeah at my face, really. I believe i don't deserve it because i am a bright kid i should deserve sth better in life. Except just now when i had the mood to go for a jog and it friggin rain. Of all days, seriously.

Ohh well, i should study. Least try studying :D

Byebye not-so-abandon-but-lonely blog.

Long live

Wadderfuuuuuu.

Seriously. How long has it been? Felt like twenty years i didn't lay a finger on my blog when i had only celebrated my 19th birthday two months ago.

So yeah, how's life? If there's anyone alive even reading this, you'd probably think,"Shit how did i came here?" or "W.T.F IS THIS." Or if you even reach this part that is -.- I mean, cmon, who gives a goatdamn shit bout anythin like this blog which has been abandoned for almost half a year. Half a year doesn't sound long, i think it's just me.

So this is it. After asghjkl months of complaining and nagging and wailing over form6, i'm still in form6. Trying to go through it. Just to get by and get accepted in uni. Life's tough eh? I think i tortured someone in my past life and so now they had their revenge. Great, so my after life would it be any better than this since i don't torture anyone much now?

Yes, thank you silence in the house. That's something for an answer. I'm pretty lazy to even do anythin now honestly speaking. Supposed to finish up a 700 word essay, which took me 5 days to write when all i need is only 2 hours to write it. In fact, only 45 minutes to write it if it's in the real exam. And i hardly even finish the fifth paragraph now, leaving 3 and a half more to write! *pats self*

I can't help it but to procrastinate. And that is the only thing i should avoid now since it's July already and i have practically 3months to cover up all my subjects and prepare for the final exam. If i'd be able to score and get in uni, my whole life would be changed. Sorta, less boredom in life. I'm trying not to say the opposite in case it brings me down. It sorta is, just thinking bout it.

I'm really lazy now. Should continue my essay. I wonder when will i be able to update my next post again. After STPM perhaps? :D

formspring.me

Well helllloooooo. http://formspring.me/flosomebel

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

Have you ever went thru that moment when you had this feeling of just being in love?

Okay being cheesy here :D But seriously. Ever not! And somehow i felt it when i came by a parawhore's tumblr and her tumblr song was enchanted by owl city! I had been trying to figured out the singer who sang that song ever since the first time i listened to it on another person's tumblr but i never bothered bout finding the song.. but whatevs. I just typed in enchanted but came out Taylor Swift's vid. Ain't a big fan of her cuz she annoys me in a way but her songs are nice, well some, especially the latest album Speak Now. Thought the guy who sang the same song made a cover of that song but nooooooo its a song in reply to her from Adam Young omg! And seriously, its so sweet.

Yeah i literally googled about it (being kepo and all wanna know bout the story bah) and i came by this from a random anon.

I love Tay and Enchanted is one of my top fav songs from Speak Now. So I studied it a bit. I found out it's about Adam Young, (Owl City). I LOVE him! I kow this because, well, Taylor said it herself in a way. On her website, she talks about what her songs are about. For Enchanted, she wrote this:

I wrote "Enchanted" about a guy who I was enchanted to meet, obviously. He was somebody that I had talked to a couple of times on email, and then I was in New Yorkand went to meet him.
I remember just the whole way home thinking, "I hope he's not in love with somebody." It was just wonderful, that feeling. Like, "Oh my gosh. Who's he with? Does he like me? Does he like somebody else? What does it mean?" I got home and he had emailed me and said something like, "Sorry I was so quiet. I was just wonderstruck meeting you." And so I incorporated the word wonderstruck, into the song as a, "Hey this one's sorta for you."

Well, being a huge fan of Adam Young, I would know that first, he loves using the word wonderstruck, second, I had heard that they were emailing, and third, they have met inNew York City before. Here's the pic of them actually, in New York City:
http://www.blogcdn.com/www.jsyk.com/medi…

Also, in the booklet to Speak Now, in the lyrics, she spells out the name ADAM. All the letters are lower cased, except those that spell out the name Adam. What other Adam does she know?

So yeah, I'm pretty sure it's been figured out that Enchanted is for sure about Adam Young of Owl City.

ITS SO TOUCHING I CAN CRY ANY MOMENT NOW but i couldn't, think my tear duct stuck or what. So yeah, Adam Young is so cute omaigad. I dunno why i had this gg feeling all the way thru when i was googling about it ITS SO WEIRD LOLOL. But gosh, Taylor you're lucky lah.

Oh and that's obviously out of the topic but its a nice ending to an abrupt post anyway :D

MYCHONNY FTW. No im not in love with John Luc he's so annoying but i like him being so lame its entertaining.

I can see Jude sleeping now thru skype ohoho. *stalkerlol*

Ps : Did i mention i'm a gossip girl fan now?! Explains the whole thing about what i said before lol but totally no connection i know.

Oh yeah why bother

Dear blog,

Its about time. I must apologize for neglecting you.

So much for studying during the one week school holiday when i totally flunked most subjects. Oh and fyi, still trying to get over this depressing illness i have. The mucus just wouldn't leave me. Help?

I hadn't been spending much time with twitter nor tumblr neither. I'm always thinking bout you no worries. *hugs*

I guess it's just gonna be a whole new different thing again now. Time is getting a lil mean now and my final exam is like at the tip of my fingers. I'm afraid yet not giving a shite at the same time. What am i suppose to do?

Obviously i won't be doing anything about it -.-

A day from now it's gonna be Chinese New Year.

Yes CNY! New clothings, not new but more food, more money coming in yet going out at the same time but not much of my problem :P Thats what cny is all about eh? Money and food. I dunno. And an advantage for school holidays!

A week from now i'll have to start being serious about the whole point i'm in form6 for.

I should have been intense about it ever since i started form6 year. But guess i didn't really care much.. and i don't think i ever will be. I just can't. How the heck did i bury my minds in those books right then when i was in elementary and form3? Shite. I totally screw myself this time. The more older i get the more immature i'm becoming. Does it even makes sense? Yes it does. It's Isabel Florence Ngui i'm talking about. She's by far the only human being i know who just doesn't bother much about anything she's not keen of. Hmm maybe not :P

Exactly 2 weeks from now Jude will have to leave here again, i'm not sure if i can take it this time.

Oh God, i can! I think.

I would be a sad excuse for a tough inner girl! Or should i say woman.

He had his summer holidays ever since December last year, it sounded short but it sorta felt long. And it actually felt like he had never left to Miri in the first place. But come on, back to reality lady, he's going back there. To that desolated city. But it would be nice to backpack my way there one day :D I'll just have to strive through piles of books and researches and exams and then au revoir school, hello erm no school :D and Jude! as the saying goes, love has no distance. (Sentence i picked from AJ Rafael's she was mine since i'm listening to it ohoho might as well i list down the whole lyric here)

And exactly a month from today i'll be sitting for my MUET speaking exam oh great I. WILL. DAI. Being in the same group with Bill and Daniel its gonna be tough. And when i mean tough i MEAN it. Why did i wanna get involved in the 1st place *facepalm* It's not that they're lousy and all but they're too GOOD you know? What if i'm the one who's gonna flunk in it in the end -.-

So probably after minutes of awkward uhms and ahhs during the exam (I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT MOMENT) it's gonna be a huge relief then. I LOVE RELIEFS. But yeah, thats a really stupid thing to say. Loving reliefs are like asking for a gay to smack you in the face with his/her prada. I dunno, it's not bad is it? I'm just saying i'm loving feeling glad. Like rainbows after thunderstorms. Or smiles after cries. Babies after.. okay let's not get there.

And one year later, i dunno what i'll be doing then. Probably just waiting for my results while working part time. Thats about it. No holiday trips, no summer vacation (it either rain or shine, if not maybe world climax since its the 2012 anyway), no nothing. Maybe something, i'll think about it then.

Its alot to think about. I could have thought about it just 30 days ago. But nooooo, i wanna decide on it today. Sometimes, better off just not hang on my words for it. Can't assure it would be something good.

For now it's war.

Ps : No assurance that i would bother completely anyway.

Oh my precious

Celeb for the month! Probably throughout the whole 2 months :/ Somewhat thanks to YAB i'm back to fan girl-ing with Geunsuk again. But also cuz of Marry me Mary its double the crush now. Heehee.

ONE OF THE HOTTEST GUY I'VE EVER SEEN.

I mean seriously, what guy would still look this hot with an eyeliner? -okay exceptional for TOP, GD, yonghwa, 2pm- But really, WHO ELSE IN THIS WORLD. A pondan perhaps but nah, not as beautiful
:P

Excluding Jude as well! Because he's not a celeb and he'll be as beautiful anyhow -even though he's that fat and tam chiak and ego and so annoying with his giggle i mean gosh what guy giggles??- he's an awesome being :3